in this world trust no one
because trusting someone
is like giving them the ability
which they will obviously
use to hurt you.
I hate everything, I don't even know where to start. I think that "oh leaving school will be awesome and happy and the greatest time of my life" yet low and behold. IT ISN'T! Not that I miss school. You think that the shitty gossip and rumors etc wont follow you, but they do. You find out that your best friends aren't who you EVER thought they where, that they don't want to be your friend and that they talk about you behind you back and blame you for things. EVERYONE SUCKS! The only person you can trust is yourself. I'm so sick of it all. And I still can't believe that the one person who I trusted the most, believed would never judge me, accept every part of me for who I am, betrayed me. That person was my best friend. You have hurt me more than anyone ever has. And if you ever want to re-build something, it will take a long, long, long time. And i'm just not sure that you have time for that in your busy, unprioritised schedule.
i really do know what you mean about the whole trust thing and the only one you can rely on is yourself
ReplyDeleteits true
i find it so hard to trust people
you never know who is being genuine with you and who is just being a two faced ass.
gotta just suck it up i guess and move forward
life after high school kinda sucks
but it also gives you opportunity to actually find out who you are....not who you are with your friends around
you discover new things and experience new things
and everything starts looking a whole lot different to you
just wanna say good luck hannah!
xx
Thank you Lissie, I know I need to discover things by myself and whatnot, but you know, it's just hard when people you have been friends with for ages betrays you. Hope to see you when I come over :)
ReplyDelete*betray*
ReplyDeleteyes it's so hard
ReplyDeletei've gone through it countless of times
and yet i always forgive them
but sometimes it's just too far and those people end up not being worth it!
:) yes shall be fun to see you, you should deffs visit us in italy!!!