Soooo apparently it has been far too long since I have actually posted something worth while

"I know you are sick as a dog at the moment but would it hurt to blog a bit? And by a bit I mean like more than once a day. I really need some reading!"

(Kristiana dear, may I suggest reading a book?) :)

And honestly I agree, but the problem is that in everything I do I seem to have mega writers block. It could be the fact that my 2 weeks of holidays was filled up with me laying on the loung/in bed because I have Pneumonia, which I had to spend 3 nights in hospital because of (my doctor was hot so that was alright.) And I have been deprived of any sense of inspiration for this blog.

So i'm pretty worried at the moment because I have a few things to do at school and i'm not even back there yet (back on Friday because of my sickness) so i'm thinking of taking some teachers my little medical certificate and getting some extensions which will hopefully help me out until I can actually get myself together and write something decent. I think the thing that worries me the most is my P.A which is just an assignment about yourself but it can really only be about 1 aspect of your life because it has to have 1 subject e.g coming of age, who am i, moving overseas, family etc... Mine is who am i, and personally, I find it quite hard to write something like that when I don't even know who I am myself. I said that to a friend last night and she said "I don't know how people say they don't know who they are." This annoyed me a little bit, because that is what life is about, people travel to find out who they are, we don't stay in one job because we need to explore our options to find something that fits us perfectly, we search for someone to love because we think that having someone else in our life will hopefully make us a better person and fill up that space in our heart that I think might only be full once we find out our purpose and what we are supposed to do in our short lives.

This friend is one of my best friends yet whenever I have a problem she seems to turn it around to reflect on her and her problem when for once I just want someone to help me with mine. This friend didn't contact me when I was sick or in hospital, when my other 3 best friends contacted me basically every day of the 3 weeks that I didn't see them just to ask me how I was and if I was getting any better. This friend only just spoke to me when I got out of hospital. But once again, i'm going to just let it slide because it will just be turned around on me, and I will be the wrong one, like usual. So i'm not going to bother. I think I will go to blockbuster this afternoon because I need to get a movie, and might travel to the library because I also need a book.

I'm going to go make some pasta because i'm hungry, while I eat i'm going to watch The City. Just so you know and have some extra reading.

P.s Miley Cyrus has a tattoo in her ear, did anyone else know that?

• This is my first i.v cannula and it was VERY irritating •

• The second one was SO much better, but it turned out that I didn't even need it because I went home the next day •